I know that , Love ain't everything in our life. Everyone knows that. But I also can't control myself to think about that. I don't know what for I everyday keep emo-ing,keep thinking how change myself to attract people , or some stupid statement. That is not a real me. I want the real coby come back. I don't know what makes me become like that. Can I stop emo ? I everyday just emo for nothing. I don't know what my real heart is thinking. What I wish to do ? Can I stop my bad life now and restart my new life ? I wanna concentrate and do better. I wanna be a successful human. But I failed. I hope to find a psychologist to rescue me , to discover out what I'm thinking and what I'm feel to do. This life is damn tired if continue like this. Fed up!
You know , 一个人好累。
I'm sorry if sometimes make you guys angry about me. I knew that. I will control my feelings. Just give me some times , I will prove this to you. Although is hard to change myself .. maybe I really born to be like that ?
安慰自己的话我已经说不出口了。我只希望这一切都能快点过去。
380 days ..
No comments:
Post a Comment