Life just began.... Peace!

Oh is nearly end of September now hehehe. I had skipped many part in my blog that I wanted to share out but I am lazy lol. Finally I am done with my dissertation report, like seriously! Is really a tough work, and we all start to do very last minute! Please please please I advice you guys next time if you guys get any important report PLEASE SPEND TIME TO DO IT! Don't do last minute cause you might screw up all your work. Like seriously, I finished my report on yesterday night but when I read back what I wrote from beginning till the end, honestly I do not know what am I writing about, but I let my tutor check before, she said my work is OKAY :D But I don't know did she read properly or just roughly see through only lol. Anyway, I hope all my friends get at least a PASS for this subject la! I want to see all my friends graduate happily and we can graduate together! The happiest things ever! So fast my degree life going to end soon, October coming, then I left November and December to stay in this beautiful lakeside campus. Can't believe that I actually studied in this campus for 4 years! Time past very fast... I met very awesome people in this university! And I never thought of that I been changing so much since I graduate from my high school until now. My high school mates always tell me I am different compare to last time. Happy or sad case? :D

Not even one month I am travelling to my dream place FRANCE hehehe. No la no my dream place, my dream place is mostly asia lol cause I'm not that western country lover, I prefer Taiwan Japan those lol. But the happy things is I travel to overseas for the third times in this year hehe. Previously went to Bali with my bae, then last month I went to Taiwan with my family and next month I'm going to France with my fellow course mates! Love to travel all around the world, especially with the one you love and close to you. But you know what, I'm going to France for study trip, stay at Paris just for two days then other days will be at Toulouse I think and we been arranged to 2 or 3 persons stay in one room, and my lovely class rep separate me and my beloved Rachel ! I cannot stay with my beloved for this France trip so sad :'( We both are so surprise when we know that we guys are staying in different room wuwuwuu T_T seriously. Hope that we can change to stay at same room :D then we can kisiao for all day all night long haha!


Oh haha! I received a good news on yesterday night too! Four Seasons Maldives hr manager asked me for interview! I'm so happy haha even though just interview and I might failed from that session *touchwoodokay but Four season is my favourite hotel compare to those others Shang, sheraton etc.
Wish me good luck la! I really wanted to go there! Four seasons wehhh!


okay la, Au revoir :D Merci xie xie and bye bye.

Update 16/7

Recently in the lazy mood, school given us a week of Study Break *actually just more than a week to prepare for our Final Assessment but guess what, I'm actually just start to prepare and do my revision one day earlier before the exam that's on tomorrow! Yea right, I said I start to prepare today but look! I'm actually still typing and update my blog LOLLLLLL. How hard working am i. You said that it means that I'm fully confident in my exam right? Nooooo! By the way, the one week Study Week just made me feel like I'm having my semester break and relax all the time. Never touch any of my notes at all! What I do everyday? Eat , sleep , watch tv , do house chores*I've plenty of house chores waiting for me socialize with friends . hanging out, texting with boyfriend lolllll. THAT'S ALL MY LIFE. Sincerely feel pity for myself :'(

By the way I'm so happy during my study week too! Boyfriend purposely came all the way dowm to KL just to meet up with me! Not really purposely la he actually went to Genting and Cameron Highland with his friends but he requested to come down KL too because of me :D Hehehehehe. Thanks my boyfriend's bff Yong Jie for purposely driving down to KL upon my boyfriend  requested. Although he stayed at KL not more than a day, just for few hours only, but I'm very happy d! :D Imma happy kid living in the wonderful land hahahahaha. 

We went to Chili's to have our lunch on that day. Firstly he planed to go Nandos because he said that we have a date before at Nandos *HAHAHA this reason kinda funny but at last boyfriend choose Chili's. He wanna try out their dishes because we heard a lot of people said that Chili's served delicious foods! End up he said the steak looks not so nice *no offence and he ordered pasta lollll. He is noodle lover and I'm rice lover lolll. We are different but why we can become couple HAHAHA this sounds ridiculous hahaha. We seems like didn't have common interest except MUSIC :D both of us love music very much, we plan before in the future we can become a group, he play guitar and I in charge of singing loll. Dreaming again, always.

After our lunch,  we watched movie together with his friends, Jun Wei, Jun Xian , Yong Jie and his gf Elaine. First time meet up with them, I'm quite shy hahaha. Seriously doesn't look like me lolll. Their first impression towards me... WOAW SO TALL. Hmm. Yea I'm taller than them OBVIOUSLY. Hahaha! Sorry la, you ask my mother what she feed me when I'm young.

Ta da! My lovely boyfriend that always support me all the times. Iloveyou babe. 

Okay la, enough of blow water. Back to my revision again. Bye! :D 

Updated 3th of July

Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard
Said, no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars................

No doubt! I love this song very much! *very randomly 

Finally I had finished all my assignments in this semester and my semester 5 going to end soon... tell me la why time always pass that fast?  

Today I had my French oral test, I'M SO NERVOUS! 

My friend around me can see that, I'm going to *kisiao* soon during my practice time. I cannot laaa. I'm very sucks in French and the topic I'm very confident is My Childhood and ..... guess what? I got that question during my oral test! *godblessmegodblessmehuhuhu

When I got that question I feel like scream it out loud haha! All the nervousness suddenly gone when I'm in the little room with another friend and also my lecturer, Ms Andrea :D 

hehehe god bless I'm actually got 11.6/15 for my oral test. I know is not good la but for me I'm satisfied for my marks :D At least over 10 la hehehehe really under my expectation. 

ONE MORE MONTH? oops 3 more weeks. Taiwan please wait me, i'm coming okay hehehehe :D Is like finally! I know i'm kinda outdated, this little girl never been to Taiwan before and my papa my mama my sis all went there before loll. Can you feel my happiness now? HAHAHAHA 

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Update 4/6/2014

is June! 六月到啦! 2014年就这样的过了差不多一半了. 为何时间总是不留人啊 ~
就这样 生活照常忙碌 差不多到了期末考了 期末考之前所有的报告assignments 都要解决 包括presentation. 也许这就是生活吧 大学生的生活 虽然忙碌 虽然紧迫 但在做这些报告时寻找和队友们的乐趣 那就不会感觉到那么压力了 毕竟 一直把压力往自己身上推 也会觉得很累吧 队友是拿来做什么呢？ 当然是有苦痛当 有福同享啦! :D 而且 我的大学生生涯 慢慢的接近尾声了 这是我在degree的最后2个学期 过完还有一个月的期末考后 我就剩下最后一个学期了 然后 很感动 我就这样毕业了 在我21岁 大学毕业了 感觉真的好快好快呢 我真的还接受不到 而且还没有认真地为我将来打算 其实我读了将近4年的酒店管理学 从学士到硕士 到现在 我还在问我自己 其实我有读错科系吗 真的打算走这条路吗 以后出来社会真的会在酒店做工吗 等  到现在 要修完硕士了 我还是很不清楚 我到底对酒店管理有没有很大的兴趣


想回一开始我进修这个科系 也是因为我妈妈 妈妈给我两个选择 一个是到新纪元进修华语科 以后可以到西方国家去 教外国人华语 因为现在华语越来越重要了 很多西方人也越来越对华语这个语言感到兴趣 所以一定很吃香这个行列 再来就是 到泰来大学 Taylor's University去读酒店管理学了 因为酒店管理的学士课程 没有很长时间 坐在班上 听老师讲课 我这个人就是 坐不静 喜欢动 声称好动儿  所以妈妈推荐我读这个科系 有很多practical class 听妈妈这样说 我这个不爱读书的人 就慢慢的对酒店管理学这科感兴趣啦!  进来后 认识了很多新朋友 也认识了两位到现在还陪在我身边的好朋友 Rachel和Xhing 好快我们都认识了四年咯 谢谢这一路来你们对我的包容和体谅 我们没有很好 也有时常闹不愉快 吵架 但人家说 最好的东西 就是经历过风风雨雨 到最后还在你身边的人 而你们就是那所谓的美好事物 <3 nbsp="" p="">

进入正题 好 我到现在还很困惑 不知道怎样为自己的未来铺路 只是知道 毕业了 想到国外闯一闯 但天生胆小怕死的我 不敢接触西方国家 因为本人不是个独立的小孩 而且英语也不是很好 怕去到西方国家融入不来 被人欺负 所以一心只想着 亚洲吧 哪里都好 起码我还可以用我自己的母语沟通 而且英语程度也不会像西方国家那么复杂 我自己还应付得来 真不知怎么形容我自己 如果有一天你问我 我觉得我自己的优点是什么 我只能告诉你 我的优点是 我知道我的缺点是什么 这就是我的优点 = = 很不错吧

今年12月就毕业了 但要属于真正的毕业拿到毕业证书 还得去一趟4个月的实习 这个时候 我很想出国 即使实习后没有继续呆在那间酒店继续做工 本来的打算是 找个好公司 实习后直接做工在外国 起码一年吧 在回来马来西亚 你要知道 你去外国 薪水怎样都是高过马来西亚的 而我也想赚多些钱 养家养爸妈 但 我不能自私 这些都是我想而已 但真正的生活里 不允许我就这样 丢下这里 出国一年才回来 虽然说一年 不长 但我也要 为我身边的人着想 我爸妈 我男朋友 怎么办呢 本是说 要出国去做工 妈妈很赞成的说 但最后爸爸也知道了 反对 说 只能去4个月 回来马来西亚 在打算 未来的路 因为现在家里本身都有一些状况 不方便我不在家 而且男朋友呢 不可能真的把他丢下在马来西亚 我就自己出国吧 之前有跟他提过 他也不是很赞成 一方面也是为了我们 现在已经分隔两地了 计划毕了业起码我们可以一起过生活吧 也向爸妈提过 但只怕计划赶不上变化吧

罗嗦了那么多
我还是看不出
重点在哪里

Update 6/5

最近家里发生了很多事 有时觉得真的很累 不知道怎么撑下去
可是有一个人还比我更累 更需要坚强
那就是我的老妈
她承受的比一般人多
距离去年外婆过世到现在才差不多半年的时间而已
 脆弱的心灵都还没痊愈
现在又要面临着那么艰辛的问题
 我只能默默在她身旁为她付出 替她分担
虽然我可以做的不多 但我还是会站在她身边 顶着她
不要让她倒下
有时看一看她真的很心疼她
每天放学回来那么累 还要赶去医院
不然有时就跟上司请了几天的假 可是都知道 年薪假会用完
而且在外头工作 不能随随便便请假
我又忙于课业 好多报告也没时间去做
希望老天爷保佑我们全家 顺顺利利 平安 的渡过这次的困难
我们大家要在一起 很久很久
 还不是时候 谁先离开人世间\



还没知道真相之前 很开心的订了飞机票前往巴厘岛
 真的真的太久没出过旅行了
最后一次出国应该是三年前吧
 一上了大学 假期就跟其他人不一样了
所以出国的机会就变少了
这次难得 找到同伴可以一起前往巴厘岛旅游 而且还买了优惠价
 比平时便宜 老妈又愿意支付我的机票和旅店的钱
所以就一直很期待那天的到来
可是突然老妈说 叫我做好心理准备
可能我不能去了 因为家里真的发生太多事了
 需要我留在家里 帮忙帮忙
我听了 心理当然难受极了
可是我也不能那么自私对吧
毕竟还是自己家人
虽然心里真的很难过 但我只能说 保佑一切没事吧
我也能顺利去到我想去的巴厘岛 而且没有任何牵挂的
在那里任由我享受 我只想借用这次的旅行 好好放松我自己
如果我没去到 我真的很对不起我的同伴
大家都说好了一起去 可是到最后放飞机
 应该很不好吧


妈妈偶尔脾气会暴躁
我也一直被她骂
有时还会被骂哭 可是其实我什么都没做 没做错
或许有吧 自己没察觉到
但我知道 她其实这样乱骂 也只是想发泄 只是心情不好
做什么事都觉得烦燥
有时的我也会这样 尤其是最近
 我自己也发太多的脾气了
可怜我的男朋友 同样的被遭殃
其实想说 我真的无意要一直发你脾气
或一直找架吵 我知道 因为这样 多多少少有影响到我们之间的感情
你不说 我也能体会到
谢谢你包容了我所有的坏脾气 还跟我讲了很多道理
只是在我发脾气的时候跟我说道理
 我是不会听的 因为脾气够暴躁了 你还跟我讲道理 简直是踩中了我的底线
所以会跟容易和你吵架 但当冷静的时候
想想你所告诉我的东西 我会觉得   宝 你很贴心
也觉得很欣慰 在我伤心的时候 不会看到绝望
 因为我还有你 在我身边 陪我度过一切一切的困难
 宝 不要在因为我所说的脾气话 然后就不要对我说道理了
好像前几天你也是直接告诉我
我不会讲什么的 我只会在你身边陪着你
听到这句 真的觉得又气又好笑
因为宝宝真的很怕我在吵架 就不要跟我说道理了
哈哈 你真的是笨蛋


日子过得快 就这样 在一起 100天了
想必你没有去留意
因为你说 我们在一起的日子很长 为什么要算呢
反正到10年 20年 30年都还会在一起 那时在炫耀吧 哈哈哈
 我还记得之前2个月的纪念日时 你告诉我这些话
 其实那时我有点不开心 因为你没有留意我们的纪念日
 可是听你这样说 又觉得 有意思 哈哈哈
我真的拿你没办法 你总是有办法让我很不开心
 也很有办法让我很开心 真的感激
生命中有你
老天把你留在我身边 好好的管教我


你说你以前很强势 所以前女友好像都很害怕
你的强势 就好像在逼着他们 快点离开你身边
出轨
所以你现在 在控制自己
 不再那么强势 不要在执著
 宝 你知道吗 有些东西 是你的就是你的
如果是因为你的在乎
 让你觉得你失去他们 逼着他们离开
 那如果你不在乎的话 你觉得她们会开心吗
所以说 其实不要怪自己
他们有心于出轨 你就不要再自责
好像觉得自己做的都不够好
你很好宝宝 我还要谢谢他们的离开
 让你来到我的身边
跟我一起 走下去


以后的日子 我们不晓得会是怎样 只希望 牵着你的手 从老公 在变成 老公公


老天爷 保佑我们全家 还有 宝宝的家人 永远 平安


晚安.

Chop it off.

I chop my hair off and I'm damn regret now! My long long fringe :( Why I go and chop it off, I'm not suitable for short fringe at all! They said I'm become cute compare to last time grrr. Anyway , change new hairstyle every semester is a must for me haha! I dyed purple color instead of red color because I'm scared red is too bright and my course doesn't allow us to dye the bright color, so purple will do! :D

So this is the outcome, short fringe , and purple hair color under the sun. Satisfy? Actually , I'm still not used to it. Hahaha :/ Become cuter? Please say no. Xhing said that I looks like Japanese with this hairstyle :/ 

So this is my hair color at indoor. Yea is totally black in color and I look younger with this hairstyle. Like the 16 or 17 years high school girl loll. 

Stay at home this few days and not willing to go out with friends because I still can't accept the fact. Friends date me for few times but I rejected lol. So sorry hahaha. But, I'm going to attend Yan Teng's 21st birthday party fmlllllllll. Luckily is on this Sunday, I still have time to find out the way that make my hair looks nicer HAHAHA. Magic! 

I miss you, my old hairstyle. MY LONG FRINGE!!!! :'( 

A date with Yoki @ Pavilion

Hiiiii! No time to update my blog! So I'm gonna skip all the events in between and update the newest date! So sorry :( Rachel I will blog about your birthday event when I really have a free free time laa :D Please forgive me hehehe. Assignments do really killing me lots and also my finals exam coming in two weeks time. I still haven't start my revision! How?! After finals I will go to 3 months internship , this is my third times go to internship and I choose Penang. Hope I won't regret for my decision!
Okay back to topic , I said that I wanna update the newest date I been to and it was on yesterday Friday, with my long lost sister Yoki. Is really been awhile I never meet up with her, and I really do miss her much! And also , miss her baby girl Chloe. Chloe really do looks like Louis , her father a lot. Pity Yoki keep blaming that her own baby not looks like her. Hahaha!

So yesterday after class , I drove to Puchong and fetch Yoki up to Pavilion. Luckily yesterday class ended earlier, lecturer had canceled one class due to she has some events. So long never go and find her I still remembered the way to her house , phew ~ Done fetching her, we straight away go to Pavilion, and you know right because is FRIDAY , and that time is around lunch hour, so JAMS EVERYWHERE! Chit chatting inside the car, and time passed very fast. We won't feel any annoying during the jamming. TEEHEE :D

Reached Pavilion at 12.30pm , first stop we went to Red Box Plus. Actually we decided to go Neway CEO at Fahrenheit 88, but we lazy to walk there, so end up we just choose Red Box Plus, and we had our lunch inside too! Is buffet lunch and each person cost RM25++ (karaoke , buffet lunch plus free flow drinks!) I think is worthy right ? Perhaps. I ate not that much for buffet, but Yoki really do ate a lot! But why she will never grow fats at all ? UNFAIR ! :(

Ooookay. Karaoke session is always our favorite every times when we hang out. So.... Time flies.

Where we go next stop ? Yea is Fahrenheit 88's toilet loollllll. We love the toilet there due to not that much people there and we can selca there. *Girls love to selca inside the toilet idk why* Pavilion's toilet are not that bad too, but the cleaner doesn't allow anyone to selca inside. I really can't get it. WHY CAN'T?

So we had some selca inside the toilet.

So embarrassing. lol.

Aren't we look pretty? lol. 

Satisfied with the selca photos, so we decided walked back to Pavilion and have a tea time. We came to TWG Tea Boutique and Salon. Love the environment there, but too bad we can't find a best corner place to sit. We wanna share secrets! Haha! 

Choose a set of tea time set , roughly rm48++ if I'm not forgotten. Enjoy the tea time and chit chat with Yoki. Non stop chatting with her! Really long time never meet up with her and we have lots of things to say! How good if we can manage to meet up with each other every weeks , but I know is impossible :( 

Ignored my stupid face. 

After our tea time, we walked to 6th floor because Yoki heard that there was some LINE dolls and we wanna go have a look and had some photos. 

So cute right! Hahaha! 

Jeff suddenly called me and ask to meet up with both of us at Pavilion. He also had a long time never meet up with us d. So after meet up we had some selca again with each other.

I'm still the tallest in the photo! Haha! Not only in the photo, in the real life too teehee :D

Hope to date with Yoki next time as soon as possible! She promised me wanna celebrate my birthday in advance with me due to I can't manage to celebrate my birthday in KL. So just wait la! 

End up this post with my selca. 

Love this effect much, I know is a bit fake.